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Meme thing.

I refuse to follow the rules so I'm not going to tag anyone, hurrr.
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This is life. So be it. Depression happens. Happiness occurs. Anger appears.

Life is just something that just is completely pointless in a matter of thinking. People live their lives being the busy people bustling around without a care in the world besides themselves. A repetitive process of waking up in the morning, washing, changing, eating, working, and sleeping once again. Why is this?

In the end, all this leads to is death. A time where the mind just implodes and the body is still and unmoving. Lying there, again, without a care in the world.

What's the point of life? Is there really a meaning to living a life where in the end, time will just devour at the life that you have, ending up as a corpse in a coffin?

Sometimes I don't see the point. Other times, I think life is worth living for others, not yourself. In the end, people, including myself, continue to strive on this earth, roaming around, enjoying every second of existence.

The same old circular path, looping around and around and around without anywhere to take a detour, not any different from a toy train running its course around the tracks until the battery dies and it stops moving altogether.

In the end, it just comes down to whether or not the good outweighs the bad and vice versa. People commit suicide for a reason. Others continue to live a life of no meaning for another reason.

Now, is your life worth living? Is there a meaning to your life?

Personally, I don't know. Personally, it's a series of frustrating occurances that just lead to absolutely nothing. Then again, I continue to live. Why? I have no idea. I suppose I'm afraid. Do I have thoughts of suicide? None that I can think of, but why?

Then again, I do have more than enough reason to continue living this horrible thing that we call life. I live for a reason, and my reason for living is to change other peoples lives. Not just anyone, but people close to me. People I love. People who I care for and have high hopes for. That is my reason.

Just hoping that this small existence of mine can change something is all that I hope for until time strips away at the life that I have remaining.

No, I am not suicidal, so don't think I'm going to kill myself. I'm just saying that life is just menial and really pointless.

... This isn't helping my case, is it... <_<;

Never good with coming up with titles...

/sigh. I've never been good at blogging at anything... <_<;;

Let me just say now that I support you all the way. You probably already know this, and I don't have to state it like this, but hey, whatever. It's just you've been seemingly becoming more and more depressed lately and, well, I don't really like when my friends are feeling down...

You. Please go away. Please. I can't stress this enough. Stop trying to drag everyone into your little schemes. Nobody likes you anymore. Stop talking to us. Stop attempting to talk to us. Just stop. I know you won't be able to read this but please. Sweet Jesus, it's getting old now.

Saturday was a blast, hope to meet up with you guys again... eventually... whenever the next time arrives ^^;. Too bad some people couldn't make it *coughMellycough*, but eh, it was inevitable. Hooray for random meet-ups.

Shut up. Please. I really don't like your attitude towards people. What the hell is wrong with you? Honestly, do you think you're drawing attention to yourself? Do you think people will befriend you if you act that way? Get a life. Actually, no. Do me a BIG favor and go away and don't talk to me ever again. Then again, you won't be able to read this, so... /sigh

Wait, were you completely serious about that? How the hell are you going to go through with it? Sure, you get money, but honestly... *shrug* whatever floats your boat, I guess? Eh... Do you even know what the heck it's going to be used for?

Bah, I need some money...

UFOs? Pfft. Running out of ideas, ZUN? Yeah, I suppose you are. Re-using a Nekomata should have given me that idea already, but I didn't think you'd run out all THAT quickly.

Bah, March 8th can't come fast enough. Do want Reitaisai.

I wonder how you're doing... I haven't spoken with you in ages. You were an amazing friend, and yet... so distant. Sure I've known you for a ridiculously short amount of time, but that doesn't change the fact that you changed my life in more ways than just one. I want to talk to you again. I still remember when we had epic conversations, despite you being very shy and never said much.

Eat Lead: The Return of Matt Hazard looks awesome. Can't wait to get enough money to get my hands on that game.

WATCHMEN. YES. Free Tickets with a purchase of XBOX Live Gold membership? I've been meaning to renew my membership, since, well, it expires on the third (which just happens to be tomorrow). Hooray for free tickets to a (hopefully) amazing movie. Rorschach is such a freaking badass.

Arc Systems! Please announce a Blazblue console release for the 360. PLEASE.

Ugh, allergies suck. Very much so.

New York City public schools closed? THE END OF THE WORLD IS NIGH. RUN!

Shut up. Go away. Thanks.


Zombie Hunting.

Yep. Killing Zombies for fun. Yet another Zombie survival horror.

Been playing Left4Dead. *nod nod*

Uhm... Yeah, I'm not good at blogging. At all XD;;

Oh right, I'll get around to finishing up that meme... eventually... but I will do it! xD;

All the cool people are doing it.

Stole'd from yukie. Post a comment and I'll (attempt to) answer these questions XD;;

1. Who are they?

2. How old are they?
3. What have they taught you?
4. What is your favorite thing about them?
5. What is your least favorite thing about them?
6. What reminds you of them (like songs, food, a movie)?
When they're gone, what do you miss the most?
8. Concerning you two, what are your prospects for the future?
9. What's funny about you two?
10. What do you talk about?
11. Do you have any insecurities with this person?
12. Do you ever feel at odds with them just because of some appearance/gender issue?
13. What do you fight with them about?
14. Where did you two meet?
15. Do you share hobbies?



Boredom. Yay!

Boredom leads to tiredness yup.
Yay for first blog entry in... god knows how long XD;